On two separate occasions I started writing and then
got bored or distracted, and didn't post. Here's what resulted:
"
I think
maybe I'm coming to terms with the fact that this website/journalspace/whatever
the
hell
you want to call
this
now is
about my school life. And if I'm not in school, it's about my life as a
writer. These are the things I write about. Even my poetry is littered
with it. This is my life. It consumes every ounce of me. It is why I feel
so empty toward the end of an extended vacation from school. The same way
that
dooce writes about
Leta and John and her life as a mother and a wife and a perpetually constipated
woman, I write about writing, creative writing classes, and art school.
It is where I invest my time, so it is where my writing is invested. Maybe
if I became a trapese artist I'd write about my struggle with heights,
my affairs with the contortionists, or my pet elephant. But people. This
is not the circus. (I'm not planning to run away and join until after graduation
-- you're just going to have to wait.)"
And:
"The last two nights have been mostly full of Liz, who I hadn't seen for
what must be months before last night. The phone rang, and I picked up.
"Hello, is Glynnis there?" "I thought that was your number," I
said."
Sorry if you found either of those interesting and are disappointed by
the fact that I'm not going to continue them. Just think of all the material
that you'll miss out on.
Go look in the photo section. I went to the thrift store yesterday and
there are pictures up (which are nearly identical to the two other trips
that
I've posted from eighth grade. Funny how little we've all changed).
This is that part in the entry where I make an annoying, cryptic list
of all the things I've done this weekend without bothering to go into further
detail or characterization, simply because I'm lazy:
Thursday night, even though it wasn't yet the weekend, after Liz called
I met her at the school around eight. Since we have dorms at ASFA, it's
always open and if you're a student you can just show up and say hey and
wander around. Mostly. She was there with Joseph, one of her friends that
graduated with her, and Ponder, who you'll recall I gave a haircut recently.
We all stood around and talked for a bit until Josh Bowers and Charlie
Smith showed up, two other graduates. Josh and Liz were both in my eighth
grade workshop, and graduated from the creative writing department. Joseph
was in music, and Charlie was a theatre major. Before Liz graduated,
four square was ASFA's unofficial sport, with the newer, bigger court called
"Ultimate," and kids lining up in the courtyard during lunch.
We were all about some foursquare. So all of us played foursquare at the
school from
8pm-10, and I was the only one currently enrolled at ASFA. Everyone else
had graduated or left for another high school.
Friday I called Liz, and we went to Moe's for dinner. We split a burrito
and told each other stories about our lives -- the kinds of things we'd
be writing each other letters about (or in some cases, had already done
so), but I haven't been keeping up as well lately. Not since Christmas.
We decided to check out the $2.50 theatre, and saw
Shall We Dance for
its potential unintended hilarity. Very entertaining. Afterward we played
Scrabble on the floor of her new house, among a pile of boxes and the collection
of CDs that had been moved in. There is something about houses that haven't
been entirely moved into that cries for board games to be played. The game
was 314 to 324 -- Liz won. It rained all night.
Saturday was thrifting and Sonic's and Philip's house. Everyone left to
go home for dinner with their parents, and I ended up staying in and watching
I, Robot, which my parents had rented. All in all a good day/night.
Tonight Shaina and I are seeing
Thoroughly Modern Millie with
tickets that my parents got me for Christmas.
Ian and Morgan are
supposed to come over this afternoon beforehand to watch this thing that
I taped off TLC about "le parkour" or "freerunning."
I like when my weekends are busy and I can ramble about them. Not having
the time to write out all the details somehow makes me feel less a writer.
It's an escape from habit.